I had 3 dogs to take care of today, My husband had to leave by 4:30 a.m. for work. I needed to be out the door by 6:30 in order to make the long trek to Hoffman Estates. Country roads to busy roads... which lead to highways and more roads filled with traffic.
After Fridays appointment I didn't set my hopes as high. I felt it, that bad feeling in the pit of my stomach.
I'm lucky enough to have a close parking spot today. There are usually people circling the parking lot like vultures. Waiting for a spot to open. Even the nearby lots are packed. It always seems so busy.
Inside the waiting room is empty today.
I got here early today, and get to go right into the Ultrasounds appointment. I know the routine by now... And I lay there waiting for the results. My follicles are still not large. It is time to move on. Time to try another medication, and more tests.
I leave the Fertility Center empty hearted again. Time to try and make a happy face. I still have the rest of the day full of things to do and place to go. A Co-Worker of mine is having a shower on Friday and I needed to get a gift still. Considering I'm working mostly opening to close the next few days I need to go now. How horrible is that... needing to get a baby gift while experiencing this today.
I have actually been getting quite a few invitations for baby Showers. So many blessed friends in my life! Please god let me be that person one day... soon!